Lil' note ...

WOW .. seems like it been real long since i last blog .. well it mayb a good thing as im been pretty busy lately .. Recently ive been coming up and thinking about way to earn money .. there are times when i feel lazy and jus wanna sit on the couch watching tv,but there are times when i told myself this aint gonna work .. im jus 24 and this is my time to really stretch all my strength out and earn as much money as i can ..

Dadddy told me yesterday my age now is the golden time for me to earn money .. such that future my life will be better .. Sweetness come after bitterness .. dont ever let sweetness come before bitterness.. this is what i always tell myself ..

Well,no doubt whenever i had my conversation wid daddy .. he always motivates me and give me his point of view in biz that its eye opening for me and drive me more to go for it .. my biggest weakness is being lazy .. Guess i got to erase that weakness out of me , such that i can go achieve something during my golden time .. i CAN b lazy .. thats when ive achieve my goal and everything in life, thats the time i can go shopping , vacationning , eating fine foods and stuffs .. It will never b too long when i achieve it..

There is nothing that is 50 50 ..is either you want it o not.. if you got the intention to do it .. be it the intention 100% and go all the way do the best .. you create only the best .. if not better do not do it! Quote by my daddy ..

DAdDy & MUmMY B'DAY bAsHhHhhHh ...

This year was quite special .. wE celebrate daddy and mummy's bday together in one day .. Mum and Dad's birthday's date was not far .. jus 8 days oni .. Earlier on booked a room in Golden Dragonboat .. Mum's favourite restaurant and invited my aunts for this celebration too .. We even bought a dozen of red wine day before .. all plan to get drunk in the afternoon .. haha! To me, this day was really special to celebrate more than jus a bday .. it is sort of a big reunion in our family .. Our tradition when we celebrate many of us come together and have reunion which is to me so warm and simple beautiful ..

Delicious food were served and it manage to hold us up to the next morning without taking dinner after that!! The food were so good as it need reservation days before...take a peek at what we had for lunch that day ..

The hot and cold platter ..

Daddy's favourite suckling pig ...

This is good .. the 'Hoi Sum' is so huge!!I guess when my bro's gf and kenneth saw this they kno whut to say .. 'Eh ' so same geh! Mum used to cook a dinner where the dish is all the same like this so whenever they go to any restaurant that served this .. they will jus look at my mum and say the same exact word and needless to say my mum smile so happily .. why not rite .. erm erm erm appreciate her cooking woh .. hehe!

A very happy family .. 2 addition to our family .. During lunch,topic such as wedding bells,babies,mum and father in law was flying around .. Guess sometime is jus so pai seh dunno how to Tai Chi all this topic .. haha!When this kind of topic is raised up,it brings the environment and energy higher .. Guess when everyone come to a certain age,things like this makes them really happy and looking forward too ..

Their birthday cake .. This cake was kinda last minute buy as jus last minute la .. haha~ its Baskin Robbin .. Nice ice cream to be the last to be eaten during lunch .. I always like the big family picture .. When i look at it,a very big smile will b formed on my face .. To me nothing is more precious than this .. Being able to b as one big family and share the happiness together .. Its jus something money cant buy .. And i always remember moment like this ...

Happy birthday daddy and mummy ..Daddy look so vibrant in this long sleeve .. =)

After the full lunch,we went Pavillion and have our Karaoke session .. All my aunts have gone shopping .. as they are not really fancy about singing K .. hehe!Well a for me .. Its time to ROCK wid our voice .. =)

So got the feel .. Totally surrender and giving all out .. haha!

It was really a great great day and unforgetable ones .... Its beyond words .. =)

'FEEL-ing' Day ...

It was weekend when i woke up 6am to drive my mum to Sri Permaisuri for a morning jog .. as usual mummy complete her first round and jog during the 2nd one .. as for long time no do sport for me, i will jus walk a big round breathing the fresh air .. As i come close to a pond .. i saw this duck .. the only duck in the big big pond .. It was there went i went for the past few months but never come to give attention like i gave it today ..

The ducky was so near to the runway .. what makes me sad is the condition the place that it lives .. the pond is polluted wid oil .. a big piece of it .. and its so so dirty .. Ive stopped and i look at the duck .. amazingly i got kinda connected to it .. sounds spooky but i mayb relating the feeling to it .. i feel so sad .. for it to b alone in this pond .. living in such unpleasant pond .. At a point of time i thought wanted to save it out .. but i have no idea how to jaga him .. there are alot of ppl jogging by but seems like none of them pay attention to this little duck ..

How are we as a person b responsible to protect out mother nature .. not to polute is because is jus not human who is living in this world .. there are others such as animal and living creatures .. Dont b so selfish to jus think of urself oni and neglect others .. We share this world together and please do ur own part to protect the environment .. its the place we live in ..

hApPy fAmiLy ADDition ...

Today suddenly got the 'kik' to blog about something that i personally felt that its very meaningful and bring me joy and happiness .. nevertheless, i felt my family feel this way too .. it is really something that worth to b celebrated ..

Almost 8 months ago,i started going out wid this crazy fella that i never though of one day he will be my bf .. Before i really knew him i would say,he is this quiet fella but a very nice guy indeed .. gentleman .. now kno him for so long edi .. hmm .. he is as a crazy as me o even more crazy though .. can see the other side of him .. a guy wid vision and working real hard towards it now ..

Its him lo .. who else .. haha .. the guy who use his lung to talk one ge lo .. haha! Kenneth Lim..

Brought him back to my house and get to kno my parents .. what makes me happy is that he can get along wid my parents really well .. got talk got laugh..

Here comes another addition to my family .. something that i proud of .. MY BRO HAD A GF .. WOOHOO .. something that really got to celebrate .. he's been sharing to me that he like this gurl .. but at first it doesnt seem that really have the hope .. but wid his iron will .. gosh .. he really succeeded .. i do believe if u never give up .. everything will come ur way .. no matter how impossible is it .. like the slogan "NOTHIN IS IMPOSSIBLE" but i would like to add something behind and it would be .. "NOTHIN IS IMPOSSIBLE IF YOU WORKS TOWARDS IT WITHOUT GIVING UP" .. be it in relationship,work and social ..

Mummy was rather surprised at first when bro told her that he got a gf .. hehe! but after a few meet up and steamboat nite .. my parents and her get along too .. now we were like biggy happy family ..

NOW .. take a look at my big happy family ... the more the merrier .. its so nice .. !! my daddy and mummy smile so big .. =)

~ I LOVE MY FAMILY ... ~

Seremban get a way ..

This weekend has been meaningful for me .. Went back to Seremban wid Kenneth to visit her parents and family .. Its the 2nd time ive been ere since few months ago .. Brought my bro to go eat hakka mee wid his gf . haha! Drive all the way to Seremban jus to have that bowl of Hakka Mee and tapau some Siew Pou back home for mummy .. Whereelse im going to stay ere till Sunday .. =)

First day was rather hectic .. drive all the way eat hakka me and occupied my time without having any rest .. was tired around 10 ++ .. funny thing happen though .. was singing karaoke in his house and suddenly his dad came back .. terus saja i stop ..malu ma .. hahah!then went out for dinner together .. was rather reserved though .. still shy i think ..

Today is the 2nd day .. what impressed me about today is the way they eat breakfast and the things that they eat .. woke up aroung 10++ today brush my teeth and went down .. whole family already gather at the table .. what served was Siew Bao, Siew yuk,egg tart and bread .. and not to forget .. Tong sui .. Its like for me a very traditional way of eating breakfast .. its like as you see on the drama series ..

Sunday was rather a relaxing weekend ere .. what i realize is everyone in the family is handling the housework .. mummy drying clothes,daddy fixing the fan,sis folding up clothes and him washing car .. Its diffrerent back in KL .. well at least i felt different .. ere u feel very homey and relax and dont really has all those hectic life that u had in KL .. ere can sense the calmness the fresh air .. where else kl u can smell dust and all those car honks repeatedly ..

Well if u ask me where would i rather be .. my answer is still in KL .. i miss those night life and shopping centre especially .. haha! to me , this environment is good .. but i will make it as a thought if im 70 years old .. as this place is a nice,calm and relax place for me to spend my end life relaxingly with my partner of my life .. Mayb im still young therefore my fire is very big now . cant jus put in myself in this kind of environment .. =) still need to fight for living though .. for now i love the life that is exciting,challenging and obviously im the kind that cannot be at home for the whole week not going out .. haha!

meat sliced wrapped chinese wintermelon ..

Once i went to Matt's house and ate this dish called 'meat sliced wrapped chinese wintermelon' .. thats the name i give after translate straight from Cantonese .. haah! it was made by Catherine and it was so delicious . Overheard its Michael Chai's favourite dish whenevery he go visit Matt .. haha .. It was a very interesting dish that i ask some points from the Sifu who made this which is Catherine to teach me .. hehe! wanted to make it for my family and bf to eat .. It was quite easy when i hear it but when doing it its a totally different thing .. haha..

Prepared the things to buy and had my mum bought all the ingredients from the morning market .. Its was nice preparing the wintermelon, wrapping it up and all the process in between .. In between called Cathering for guidance on how to make the meat taste good and so on .. haha! pretty lousy too me ..

Ingredient used to make his dish .. Mummy was a great helper too .. Guiding me from steps to steps .. =)

This is the 2nd step where the sliced meat is wrapped with the chinese wintermelon inside .. Looks nice to me .. hehe! but was kinda nervous wat it would turn out to be . keep worrying is it nice o not . haha!After all the preparation was done .. it was time to fried up those cute little meat rolls .. As i m not used to cooking and actually was 'puteri lilin', i stayed far away from the wok .. as i scared the oil will jump to me .. but it did too .. and i sreamed my lungs out .. this part my mum plAYED an important role that is to ensure the meat is masak .. haha!

My bf came half way through the process and laughed at me when he see me like so clumsy i would say .. coz ive never been cooking and i jus kno simple simple stuffs . but im good in soups okay .. haha! wait till you try it .. sure you want it more ..

This is the end result after jumping around in the kitchen to avoid the oil touching my hands .. was quite proud coz it turn out to be nice .. but in terms of taste .. its time to try it .. =) Its dinner time and i was so nervous whether it would b nice o not .. And it turns out .. cool .. everyone likes it .. and my bf likes it .. bro oso like it .. but i was doubting myself at that point coz when i try it was okay coz i feel the meat is to thick .. mummy love it as well but she dont really liek sweet stuffs .. =)

Now that i learn my first dish .. Improve improve and improve .. Mayb western food next time? let me inspiration come and i will cook again .. =)

I'm hurrrt ...

When you said , " What you're doing now its because ppl give face to ur father .." do you kno how i feel that time? Ppl close to me saying that to me .. All this while ive been working and do lotsa things that ive never done before .. Occupied my time with learning all the new things .. facing up to the 'real' world .. I tot myself that i have a lil achievement that i can b a bit proud off and celebrate even i still got a very long way to go to be really successful .. But when you said that it jus made me feel like its all useless and no meaning anymore .. Do u kno how much it hurts me?

When i wanted to care for you .. told u everything whut i feel from my heart ..how much it matters to me, and how much i care for you ..having u see why we reacted this way , whuts the reason behind and having u see our point of view .. you Shut it off by saying "are you done talking?" .. and replied .. 'What ive said ,ive said before .. i do not want to repeat it anymore. " Thats how u shut us off from you .. i dont think you have any idea how hurt it could b to hear it from the mouth of someone you love .. if you kno how it feel, you wouldnt have said it ..

We just want to share your loads .. no matter u r happy o u r sad .. we jus wanna kno coz we care .. Nothing else .. No one wants to see the one they love keep all the thing to itself .. What i say you wont hear , what i share you wont listen .. you have ur own set of idea and everytime you will only say ive said it before and i wont repeat and shut me off ..

Im worry and i really dont know what to do .. I really do not know how long i could endure .. May it works o not .. I dont kno what will b in future .. but as for now I'm really hurt .. and i do not know will only you listen to me .. I REALLY DONNO ..

The only way that i will not care is when you do not matter to me anymore .. and based on it , im afraid that day will come ... I'm once again at crossroad and my mind is blank ..

AWlympic 1st sPoRtz DaY .. 27/09/09

Its the first day of games in AWlympic after the balloting and the launching .. Had a great great time at the AWlympic as i been able to meet all my frenz that ive not seen for somewhile .. It kick off wid the flag raising and oso the singing of Negaraku .. nearly forget how to sing it .. woossHH!! THen off we go to the first event which is the cheerleading ..

I was so impressed by the cheerleading of the Pinkie group .. they did an aweome job .. very nice! In fact to me was the best .. never to forget my Greenie with there 'I Gotta Feeling' hit it off and the crowd enjoyed it .. Totally pumped up everyone energy before launching the Marathon wid Bumble BeE,Sailormoon, Girl guide and all .. Nice scene to watch .. hehe!

The mighty Bumble Bee has transformed from a car .. GO GO GO YEW KHUAY!!

After sendin the marathon off , starts the event that im participating in (drum rolls) 'MAHJONG' .. haha!Gone thru the 1st round and the Semi finals .. Was pretty nervous during the FINAL ROUND .. its like so tense .. tried my best to make jokes but no one continues it .. so its pretty stress though .. nvm lo .. i jus syok sendiri .. happy laughing all the way .. hahah! It was pure luck as all my tiles was very very nice every round wid alot of flowers .. i manage to eat 'siu sei hei' , '4 fei' and 'tin wu' .. and i became the winner that day ..!! and i got the title 'Queen of Mahjong' .. OH SWEET .. it wasnt really good to b known best for gambling though .. =( haha! its was overwhelming experience being crowned .. haha!

Do u feel the tension in between? two GREEN to one Pink .. Poor Chloe . but we had a great time laughing all the way while playing which was not shown in the pic .. we were the loudest in the room .. haha!

After the final round .. posing for the camera after a 'tension' game ..haha!

Prize giving session .. Everyone was cheering and supporting .. Congratulating the winners ..!! Spirit of sportsmanship ..

This was given by Matt .. haha! In front is a word ' Jiok ' and this is ' Wong ' .. basically its called Queen of Mahjong ..

Mahjong Kings and Queens kissing their medals .. haha!

Played a few rounds of darts and went of to support Greenie and Pinkie on the board games .. In between having some gossips break ere n there .. Nice having everyone around and totally enjoy moments there .. its a relaxing , challenging , get together day .. love it so much ..

6th month Anniversary ,. a surprise present from HIM ..

wE wished each other during every month of our 'aNNIversary' being together .. But to my surprise he has made something special for me on this 6th month of being 2gether .. Of coz without my knowledge .. More so, for this month ive forgetten the date when it comes .. =p Just because i kenakan him on his bday .. He took revenge .. What a GOOD bf that i have .. Chiuuu !!

Well,it was around 12 midnite when he tell me that he got something to show me and lead me to his laptop .. Open it and as soon as i saw the title '6 month' .. I knew it .. Tat moment i recall today's date .. My tears started to flow when it started .. Such a sweet and lovey video that he had for me .. It marks every moment that we have the sweetness and bitterness .. Ups and downs ....the most precious was the laughter that we had when we r together .. Its priceless .. Its true we had alot of dramas along ... but there is where we learn and grow from there .. I love you and appreciate whut you've done for me .. not jus this video .. in every second that im with you ..

A little sharing ...

coUsIN wEdDing 21/09/09 ..

He has been the one that i'm really close to when i was small .. we always visit each other and play around the house as we live next to each other .. 21/09/09 was a really special and memorable day for him as he is getting married with the love of his life ... as usual we as his cousins were having alot of fun during the wedding dinner .. going around taking silly photos and so called co ordinating the whole dinner .. haha! having everyone posing and take pics .. crazy nite .. well in the morning before, being his so called ' heng tai ' went to the bride house jus to pose without helpin him to go thru the challenge .. example , eating 'shitz' and wearing undergarments .. ahah! too bad he got to go thru as a part of it .. a morning to remember ..

As the nite come,i went to prepare myself .. gettin myself a make up and make sure that im lookin pretty that nite coz its my beloved cousins wedding .. really happy for him .. seeing a couple tied theire knot and living happily ever after .. i guess its always in me .. i love going to wedding , when i saw a couple walking in .. i had imagination and feel really happy that ppl in love now can live happily ever after and its really a sweet moment ..

A nice photo with my auntie .. She is happy that nite .. =)

y family photo ... the gurl beside my bro is Ling Ling (bro's gf) hehe... Bro told me this pic is incomplete becoz one person is missing .. he is suppose to fill the empty space beside my bro .. U kno who u are . hehe! of coz my dear Kenneth . but he was at Perhentian to do his project .. Anyway, we had a great great time and my bro continously introducing his gf to all the ppl there .. haha! COOL!!!

Yum sing session .. Look at our happy faces .. =)

A touching moment and a moment to b remembered forever .. This photo strikes me and i feel its really the nicest photo on dat day .. Sweet ..!! A photo tells it all... Congratulations to my aunt and uncle and of coz my cousin Jer Yee ..

Crazee pose from fellow cousins .. As we really love taking photos , we had a few posers photo at dat nite .. haha!

Before the nite ends, a big family photo .. A get together of aunties and uncles from all over the place .. A big reunion ... Definitely a moment money cant buy ...

mY aRtWork - prEsSie for HIM for his B day ..

Ive been out on a day to gather all the things that i would need to use to make this photo album .. Things like the most important photo album .. stickers, present papers , scissors, uhu game , to all the tiny tiny little things that helped me to finish this artwork that im so proud of ..

Been spending an amount of time to have it finish .. from the idea how it should have look like to idea on decorating each page wid different theme .. it takes patient and love to do this .. and im very happy of the outcome of it .. and the most happy thing that he love this album very much .. guess everything is worth it .. =)

This is the first page of the album .. i love this page and i love the cake .. specially made forhim .. in this page , fill wid my message for him and my bday wishes for him ..

this is the 2nd page of the album .. and this is where is all begins ..

A compilation pictures of me and him ..

This was taken at T.G.I.F at Pavillion ..

the pic on the right is taken during Life Game .. this is how he strangle me in life .. haha!
Photos from my graduation day ..

~SWEET MEMORIES LASTS FOREVER .. ~