gAtHeRiNg oF cLaSs 5K2 .. sRi gARdeN - ians .. =)

its been a long time that i didnt meet up with my high skool frenz .. the last time was wid Penny. my best fren , to Pavillion and it was last year .. my god!! how time flies .. yesterday we went out for yum cha-ing session at Cafe Quan at Pandan Indah .. Penny, ChiA Ying , Kar Weng , Chun Lek n gf , Edmund, n nevertheless my bf was there tooo ..

after been so long never see them, Chun lek surprisingly still look the same like last time .. no change at all .. the hair is still so shiny n nice .. haha! n we talk about the names we gave each other during out hi skool time .. burst out loud man .. turtle and shorty was the name for chun lek .. and mine ? hahah! fantastic name .. u wouldnt have guessed it .. haha! Roberto Carlos .. can you believe it? i wonder how i got such name .. there is always a story behind every names .. haha! He is still as funny as ever ..

of coz .. we girls which is me, Penny and Chia Ying had our gal talk n the guys had ther guys talk .. We girls as usual talk about guys, who got married , gossip .. haha and my bf was there absorbing and learning whut gurls usually will talk during the gal's talk .. Funny .. bet he had lots of fun listening to whut we gossip yesterday nite .. haahah!

Wow! after chattin with them i felt that im so outdated .. we were like exchanging news to each other .. haha! definitely will have another session of yum cha o sing k .. still got lots to catch up .. ! so happy to see them .. =)

25 th wEdDiNg aNniVeRsArY ...

dATE : 26 MaY 2009

Wow!!! A memorable day for both of my parents .. They've been married for 25 years ! thats amazin .. tHis is by far a huge celebration for my family .. it is neva easy to maintain a relationship and they have prove it all wrong .. SALUTE!! .. dADDY has asked me to prepare for this anniversary way before the date .. he demanded dat he want a simple yet grand and unforgettable celebration .. At first, i think until my head wanna burst . ' how can u have a simple celebration and u want it to b grand ? '..simple and grand is like 2 different story .. its been bugging me for a week and i felt funny bout the statement that my daddy had made .. haha!

i was also been thinking about the gift that daddy wanna give to Mom .. its not hard to think of whut to give to mummy but finding ppl who actually know how to make it , its challenging .. guess whut in my mind of the present from my dad for my mum .. see the pic below and guess whether u kno whut it made of ? =)

is it nice? its actually made of rm10 notes .. it need 3 pieces of 10 dollar note to form a rosey .. ive been searching everywhere to find for ppl who know how to made this and thanks to Chi yan's info, i found it!! ehehe! and my present for both my mom and dad is ..

its kinda a last minute thingy though .. =( i had to do it secretly without my parent knew about it ..hahah! went to Ikea the day be4 wid my bf and buy all the stuffs, had the photo developed and we made it together .. phheww! luckily it came out nice .. =)

this is all my cousin brother and sisters .. ive no idea why they all aim to punch me .. ahah!its like a gathering to us and we had real fun during the dinner .. getting crazy together , singing karaoke , making jokes .. ! nice .. !

happy 25 th wEDdiNg aNniverSaRy ..

later that nite .. its the climax of the nite .. the arrival of the customized jelly cake jus for my mum and dad .. been in the cake shop for hour to have the best been selected .. i find it real cute .. even the waiters there was complimenting on it .. see it for urself .. =)

the last photo that we had that nite .. 'GROUP PHOTO' .. hhaha! with all my auntie , uncles , cousin brother and sisters .. we had a crazy shot all together .. !! definitely a nite where my dad say simple yet grand .. yeah!! i made it and fufilled it! feel so proud and happy in making this celebration a successs !! most importantly mom and dad is happy and everyone enjoyed themselves at the dinner .. =)

here are some pictures taken dat nite .. =) fabulous nite we had .. =)

' YUM SENG'

Kl -- sEreMbAn -- pD -- sEreMbAn -- kL ...

daTE : 23 May 2009

its a sudden decision to go on a one day trip to Seremban .. 10am waiting for da lovely couple (ray+jo) at Sg besi high way and off we go to Serembannnn .. its really a EAT ! EAT ! EAT ! trip coz on our way down we say we gonna eat the whole Seremban up .. haha! and very well , we DID .. we had beef nudle , laksa , hakka mee , cendol all one shot !!

this is uncle Raymond enjoying is Hakka Mee .. look at his face .. jus like he wanna eat it up all one shot .. its seriously very nice and delicious Hakka Mee in Seremban .. compliment to my boyfren for bringing us there for a nice lunchie .. =)

this is how they made the cendol .. normally now in Kl n everywhere they will use machine edi to cut da ice .. classic .. i was asking da indian uncle for permission to take his photo .. ahhah! nice bowl of cool n refreshing cendol for a sunny hot day ..

Went to Port Dickson for a few hours .. its freaking hot there .. walk on the sand its like ppl walking burning charcoal .. haha .. manage to buy myself a kite and cute cute strawberry and play there .. =)

Look at our faces and smile and you know we definitely had a great time at Seremban and PD .. At nite , we meet up with young man Choo choo and Choo at mamak for a drink . it feels so great to see and chat wit them after so long we've not seen each other .. Do always take care and stay young yah .. will definitely have another round of yam cha in Seremban .. im missing the beef nudle ediiii ..

crossroads ...

today is Sunday .. A day where i normally will spend my time with my family.. After spending the day with them, here am i right here right now in front of the comp blogging about whatever dat ive come to realized today ..

Im blessed as always whenever n whatever i am unconscious there is always someone who will in a way tell me or let me see something that i cant see for now .. i remembered when i wanted to finish my study i told myself i will focus in my career and make something happen out of it . and thats my goal .. i never thought of being in a relationship at dat time as i was clear that i wanted to focus on my career and be success before starting anything else.. But i end up being in one now ..

I am a fresh graduate and i started everything from new n fresh.. i do not blame by me having relationship dat made me not 100% committed in my work.. Having said that,i wanted to be focus and committed in my work as well as making my relationship work .. the goal in my career is whut i want to strive for before and now,and love is a bonus that came along which i glad it did ..

Being in a relationship is easy but building a future together is a challenge .. but it is not impossible at all .. love isnt about sweet talks, going out ,watching movie , and argue over tiny matters .. love is about will i do this for the one that i love .. how far will i go for the one that i love? love is about two ppl building up a home together , a future together .. how would i want my future wid my bf o future husband to be? will i go all out to have my financial be stable that im able to support my family ? giving the best to them .. am i doing anything now that will contribute to my future wid my loved ones .. love is half fantasy and half realistic ..it needs 2 ppl going 100% each to have it work and build the future together in fantasy and realistic way.. there is balance in love ..

today, ive been struggling whether or not is it possible to have both (work+relationship) work out well o shud i give up something to have the other thing o mayb i will b too busy working and neglect my relationship or the other way round .. Later ive come to realize that i can have both of it at the same time .. finding a way to balance it is the KEY ..

blurrish vision ..

its been one week ever since my eyes started to pain .. started with left eye end up wid right eye now .. its been one week dat im not in front of the comp .. ppl who know me knows what happened to my eyes .. long story to put it ere .. even now when i was writing this my eyes cant see 50% of it .. rating out of 10 .. my blurness is 5 .. both eyes is very blur .. at some point i was so scared dat i was goin to blind.. i wonder what will it be if thats happened? when i thought of dat, i began to appreciate everything around me .. the faces that i have seen almost everyday .. faces dat ive long time no see .. faces that i wish to see .. i hope to see it be4 one day it really happens .. suddenly got the feeling of taking pictures of everyone to keep it in my memory .. at one point of time ive no idea how long would i b able to see .. Well maybe its a good thing that this happen to me dat i start to appreciate whut i sees and feels gratitude about it ..

since last week ive been struggling to open my eyes when i wake up every morning .. cant seem to have any lights to go thru my eyes .. wearing sunglasses almost 24/7, to everywhere i go .. like some kind of celebrity that doesnt want to b recognized .. haha! doctor advised me to go for laser .. was considering about it now .. but he say it will last for 5-6 years depending on how fast my eye 'gel' produced .. i was thinking if i had been lucky enuf to live up till 70 yrs old,which means i got to go thru laser for 10 times? will it have side effect then?

i cant see things clearly , ive not been working for one week , i need to put the paper right up to my eyes to see whut it writes .. i cant watch tv,read books even play computer .. it does frustrates me .. its been one week long dat ive nt been really productive .. basically doing nothing at all .. jus sleep sleep sleep n sleep .. feels shitty actually .. not being productive at all .. but i got to take care of my precious eyes .. =) to make sure that i can see everything beautiful things in this world . every faces that is important n meant so much to me whether its my frens, family , buddy o even stangers on the street ..

i often wonders now and then how the blind ppl does inspires me .. come to think about it .. we r so lucky to have everything in one piece .. if they can fight for their live n their fate eventhough they cant see the world, did we who born nothing less than perfect does the same and appreciate everythin that we have ? i wonder .... if not , y not?

jynnie tan ?

Was watching Biggest Loser jus now and tears keep rolling down my cheeks .. Not really sure why am i crying .. but today definitely not a very good day for me .. whole day i was basically going thru the day only .. my mood wasnt that good dat somehow my dad realized it .. felt bad though .. today i dont feel like thinking anything .. i didnt even feel like going out from the house .. jus wanna b at home .. n all by myself .. today becoz of my mood, da world around me turns to b gray .. sometimes i thinks too much and sometimes i dont .. but when is the time dat i need to think n when is the time that i jus follow my heart? tell me what is real and what is fake? how do i feel dat?it seems like i lost it .. i really lost it .. am i stupid o am i jus do not know how to feel?im really very scared ..

My eyes is really pain now and i need to rest myself from the comp ... I wish tomolow will be a great day for me and definitely its a brand new day ..