You dont bring me flowers ...

Was listening to songs and i came over a song that was once my old time favourites .. a song that ive not been listening for awhile .. came across it while playing my cd and i feel this song .. bring back all the memories dat i have during the time when this song is my favourite of all .. i thank you everyone who came into my life .. being there for me thru good and bad times .. never forget each other although we dont keep in touch always .. you guys will always be in my heart .. would like to share this wid you ...



YOU DONT BRING ME FLOWERS .... BARBARA STREISAND AND NEIL DIAMOND

You don't bring me flowers
You don't sing me love songs
You hardly talk to me anymore
When you come thru the door
At the end of the day

I remember when
You couldn't wait to love me
Used to hate to leave me
Now after lovin' me late at night
When it's good for you
And you're feelin' alright
Well you just roll over
And turn out the light
And you don't bring me flowers anymore

It used to be so natural
To talk about forever
But "used to be's" don't count anymore
They just lay on the floor
'til we sweep them away

And baby, I remember
All the things you taught me
I learned how to laugh
And I learned how to cry
Well I leared how to love
Even learned how to lie
You'd think I could learn
How to tell you goodbye
'cause you don't bring me flowers anymore

Lesson 1 - be who you are .. you are who you are ..

" Some people will like me and some won't.So I might as well be myself, and then at least I'll know that the people,who like me, like me .. " ~ Hugh Prather ~

Starting next month i would be handling a division in my company .. its a big challenge to me as i never been given such big responsiblities and facing up to the real world..daddy teach me a valueable lesson today and this is the first lesson before me starting to deal wid the real world ..

ive always been miserable on what and who am i going to potray in handling things .. what would i need to do and how can i do it and handle it perfectly such dat everyone would b satisfy .. Daddy said .. you must kno who you are .. be who you are .. u dont need to pretend to be who you r not .. you live in the world that u r responsible to yourself .. no matter what action o decision dat you do, they are ppl who say its good and there are ppl who say its bad .. but you must be clear on urself whether o not whut is ur own principle .. the ONLY one person that u must answer to is YOURSELF .. not other ppl ..

im always blessed dat ive had my daddy to teach me alot of things and be there for me .. Thank you for the first lesson from you in preparing me to the challenge well ahead and i know dat i can handle it and create results out of it .. Thank you for having da faith in me and becoz of you im ready for it !! Love you daddy ..

at this point of time ..

went out this morning wid daddy to have my car fix and serviced .. alot of problem occured since my car is already 5 years old ..Problem always come after this 5 years .. went there told the mechanic whut the list of the prob n we went off .. later rceived a call from the mechanic n he told us there is another thing which is spoiled n need replacement and that itself cost not little money .. ive come to realize to maintain a car is never easy and really got to think deeply when wanna buy a car coz down the road its all about the MONEY to maintain it ..

Daddy went for a blood test about a week ago and was waiting for da report to b out .. ive called the clinic today to check on the results and she said she will called me back .. Later in the afternoon i received a call from the clinic n she told me the outcome of the test wasnt really good .. Daddy is sick .. Now he got to have an appointment some where this week to see what can be done ..

ive no idea how to calm n care for my daddy now as i myself is not in a calm mood to have him not worry and make him happy .. how would i wan to make him happy when i myself is not stable .. after receiving the call im out of word to talk to my dad but jus ask him how is it .. is it serious .. n later on jus manage to comfort him by telling him .. dont worry it will be okay .. ive no idea how serious it would be .. but im scared . im scared if something happens to him .. the mood when down after da phone call .. now jus wwait for the clinic to calls back for appointment ..

i hope everything will be okay ..

my new hairdo ..

went to The Curve to have my haircut on Sunday .. n i came out wid this .. will be going to a hair photoshoot by my hairstylist .. this is the shortest so far and its dyed wid copper colour .. quite funky coz my side's is all shaved up .. this is the front view.. the copper colour is obvious under the sun .. so satisfied wid my new hairdo .. thanks seth!!

this is the back view .. last time was 'V' shaped but this look more like 'U' shaped ..

can you see the shaved up part ? hehe .. its different both sides eventhough both is shaved up .. yeng!! hehe ..

this is the one on the left side .. the frinch covered the shaved up part . pretty cool hairdo .. i love it .. =)

final exam results ..

wah .. jus seconds ago i checked my final exam result .. and i am superly happy in what ive got .. for this final semester .. i got 2A's and 3B's ... and im graduating with 2nd class higher for bachelor in lingustic malay .. im so overwhelmed by the results .. for those who know my 'thing' dat im facing thru in my uni and my CGPA, knew how important for me to get 3.00 and above and this final exam is my last point to get it and I GOT IT!!! .. I keep screaming inside my office and my mum ask me to belanja her eat since i got such a good results .. oh my god!! whut ive done really paid off .. and i didnt let down on myself .. im still in the overwhelmed and happy happy mood now .. it really make my day .. (before dat im still feels so busy and frustrated over work) ..

nothin is impossible and dont give up till the last point because u never know wat awaits u in the end of the road .. i love today n i certainly love UPM!! HAHaha .. see me in my convocation and graduation day !! Muackzzz .. happy day to all .. =)

07/06/2009 ...

taking some time off work to blog while having my breakfast now .. hehe! not snaking around .. wanted to blog for some times but couldnt find the time as ive been out since friday ..

before starting to write this blog i have lots of mixed feeling .. but now dat i started i feel more calm .. probably im tired .. not enuf sleep .. tired of everything dat happened recently .. now as im writing this blog i feel abit of released, letting go,who is right who is wrong does seem to b important anymore .. on this date 07/06/2009 .. its been a rollercoaster day for me .. had done lots of things including my new hair do .. i got a funky hair do now .. like it very much.. early morning went to Klang n had Bak Kut Teh wid my dad n bro as my mum not joinin coz she is vegetarian dat day ..

later on went to sg wang to pick up clothes then off to Mid v to change the camera's memory card then off again the The Curve ..thinking back .. its amazing .. 3 shopping centre in 3 hours .. haha!but as i was doing whut i was doing .. my feeling is riding a rollercoaster too .. guess we r all human . we do have our 'day' .. hehe!

Later at nite went to Souled out for dinner wid frenz .. i was dared to do something n guess that was it .. the answer to everything?the solution for everything?the final straw?mayb it is .. not sure bout the intention of the daring , mayb something dat he wants?

wake up this morning feeling uneasy and not good .. but i told myself .. its time to move on .. wouldnt say it was the easiest thing to do .. but will take time to overcome it such dat it wont affect me ..

so .. finish up my breakfast edi and time to start working again .. =) yeah!! so .. will be uploading my funky new hair do and the trip to putrajaya soon .. =) have a brand new start and happy everyone .. so am i .. =)

sunny saturday at Putrajaya ..

jus back from one day trip to Putrajaya with my family and aunt .. brought them touring almost the whole Putrajaya today .. wow gosh its so hot and the sun is burning my skin .. took alot of photos and will be uploading it soon .. =) had a crabby dinner at Kuchai Lama before coming back .. and now im going off again to Raymond's house to chill and have some Jack Daniel .. probably that the thing that i needed the most rite now .. jus wanna fill my day wid activities and friends .. dont wanna think of anything .. cheers . hope everyone had a great saturday .. will be blogging soon .. off i go to ray's house ....